Sunday, June 20, 2010

Badminton + Movie

Today was a fun day... first we went toast n toast for some snacks and then went for badminton at DJsport near Perling bridge there... Badminton was fun.. we played with our brothers Chengjie and Jiannwei (Andy).. at least i could see dear was very happy.. he loves it when he can be with family.. Seeing dear smile is more precious than anything in the world..

After badminton we went to look at some second hand car.. then we went to the Italy cafe at Yew's in perling for a Father's day meal..hehe.... seeing everyone including JJ n JW enjoy makes me enjoy too..

Picture taken while waiting for my brother to fininsh his dental appointment:



Picture taken at the italian cafe:


Finally we decided to go watch A-Team at U-mall (Taman U).. hehe...was nice..and they had RM5 for senior citizen..was worth it and the movie was nice..

However, today i saw him in contact with Annie again... gosh.. i knew i was sad... i still mind that he is in contact with her.. i know he didnt want me to worry so he didnt tell me much about Annie... but i guess that is kind of bothering me.. Maybe i should be upfront to him about her?

Should i? her very existence still affects me.. and honestly i am scared..really scared to lose him.. really scared cos i don't know what place i have in his heart.. can i ever take the place she had before in his heart? i am scared..really scared.... who can help me in this?

But if this goes on, it will affect us.. if i get a chance alone with him, i will be frank with him, cos i no longer want her to come in between us.. i want to trust him completely... i want my love to touch and reach him...not engulf him in sorrow...

Please God, let us tide through this together as one... i have determined that his is the one for me.. i am not ready to lose him yet.

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